"Poverty… you have touched upon this before. Is there more to this?"
"Poverty indebtedness comes about your Soul when as a child there is no food."
Showay had sense that she meant not only lack of physical food, but also a lack of nutrition in food as well.
"It is an habitual pattern put upon spiritual women to sustain and nourish not their immortal Soul Endeavor," continued Aurora. "The stronger the woman, the greater the Soul Endeavor, the more nourishment needed to sustain their Endeavor. Thereby comes constant hunger of Soul Endeavor."
The information that Showay received through this conveyance was beyond reason. The first layer of understanding allowed him to recognize that starvation or malnourishment not only gives rise to emotions of darkness but also feeds this darkness and that by weakening the body, a person becomes more susceptible to darkness attack and influence. All of which weakens the Soul. In this he realized that a nourished body and Soul is necessary not only for wholeness and completeness, but also to transcend worldly limitation.
The second layer of understanding that accompanied Aurora’s words troubled him, so he decided to confirm what he saw. "I get the impression, you are not just talking about women being starved or indoctrinated into starving themselves so they can fall prey to lustful expression, but that you are also speaking of a practice that was initiated thousands of years ago in oracles. A practice through which young spiritual women or prophetesses were starved under the false claim that "fasting" supports spiritual expression. Is that right?"
"It was worse… for this deed was done in pretense of service to Father of your Endeavor. To keep ‘proper proportion’ of figure of women to develop proclivity of child lust."
"From what I saw, these men exploited and treated these women no better than prostitutes… Not only would they take all the money and food that these women received in payment for their services, but also dressed them in shear garments to reveal their childlike figures caused by starvation. This was done so as to initiate a connection between spiritual hunger and lust of children… all the while claiming Divine service…"
"The lust and abuse of children which has become so common now, was at that time very rare. Purposely introduced into religious ceremony through the abuse of women. Later expanded to include young men or ‘altar boys’."
"Is there a way to be free of this poverty indebtedness?"
"To free your immortal Soul of this Soul degradation of poverty, you simply lay this sorrow down on the Altar of Love and Power."