Do you have "hardwiring" in your brain regarding Christmas? Do Santa Claus, SugarPlum Fairies, Elves, Father Christmas, the christ child, god, gifts, good and bad, love, romance, warm fires (northern hemisphere), intimate exchanges, mistletoe, all connect in one continuous path? If one falls, do they all fall?
When you were a child and were told Santa Claus / Father christmas wasn't real, and fairies weren't real, and elves weren't real, did the whole circuit become "fried"? Did god or Father Which Is In Heaven become "unreal" to you? Did Love become unreal? Did the possibility you are "good" become unreal? Was all that remained a tiny sliver of hope and faith that they were real? But which were real? Was there a conflict between Santa Claus and Father Christmas, Father Which Is In Heaven and god, who receives gifts and who doesn't, a child who brought Love to the world or a child who is Love, a Person who receives romantic love or a Person who IS Love in the world?
Perhaps it is time to return our brain circuit to Truth. When we ask to be re-pathed to the original diagram (plan), we are free to experience the fullness of The Father's Presence, our expression of Love / Rapture, Truth and Goodness, perhaps even elves and fairies.
On a SunShiny Day of a cool-balmy breeze, crystal blue skies, and clouds of puffy white cotton !