pink and purple peppers. red and golden too !
Have you ever considered the things you oppose being the ingredients from which your pattern would arise?
Have you noticed an avid distaste for a particular activity, function, profession?
This would be something you have been educated (trained), or have the natural talent to do.
How do you discern if this aversion is truly your own, or if it was "implanted" in you so as to "derail" your creative adventure?
Without daily inspiration of Wisdom for placement of the next piece of your pattern, one is unable to have this discernment -- daily.
We are often Blessed with moments of inspired direction, which dissolve into frustration with the seeming transitory, wispy, nature of these moments.
It is necessary to end our rebelliousness and false belief we know best. When Truth, Rapture, Wisdom, (components of our Self) are the most important Desire of our Life, we become free from opposition and embrace the Joy and Peace of creating our Pattern.
We come to this Life for Creative Expression. This must entail the end of deception that defines who we are. Until one discerns their Self in Truth, how does one walk in Wisdom?
pots of spicy color !