It has been many months since I have posted an entry and many changes have happened during this time. All very unexpected.
Linda left the physical plane during 2014. An event that certainly surfaced a lot of pain, grief, and fear in me. I’m very great-full to her and Father for all the learning and Joy she brought to my Life. There is no doubt in my mind, that without her, I would have been trapped in a miserable marriage fulfilling someone else’s greed and quest for self glory and aggrandizement. Never knowing True Love.
Thank you Linda for the Love that you shared with me. For awakening me to the Soft, Pliable, Gentle, Peace-full Love that leads one back to the Father and to knowing Love as Self. Thank you for your Beauty and Adventurous Spirit which allowed so many wonderful mysteries to be solved. Thank you for showing me there is indeed a Different Way and for facilitating my cleansing from the false teachings I had received. Thank you for awakening me to my Creativity and for teaching me about True Respect. Thank you for bringing me closer to my Self Divine by Nature, One Harmonious Being. Thank you for the Beauty of all that you created during you stay here. May you continue upon your Journey of Self Discovery and uncover the Truth you Desire so much. Fair well Love, you are missed indeed.
Another unexpected passing was that of a young Auracana rooster that joined Linda and I in early 2014. This young rooster taught me the importance of children having nurturing environments to develop and grow into healthy men and women. As it turns out, this rooster was raised in a brooder. Never knowing his parents. Never experiencing the Love and comfort of feeling safe under the wing of either parent. Never been taught Proper "chicken" behavior. I realized this one day when I placed him on my lap and he quickly notched himself between my arm and body. I was very surprised but greatly injoyed placing him under my "wing" each day until his need was full-filled. Amazing indeed how much we can learn and understand of Life through so called "animals".
Rooster Ernst, our copper maran rooster who was an inspiration for the children’s book "The Big Misunderstanding", also departed the physical. As difficult as it may seem to accept, this great rooster taught me much about parenting as I observed his kind and gentle behavior raising his baby chicks. This is why he made it to the cover of my book on Respect.
Regal Beauty, a copper maran hen departed the physical as well. Her teaching being more subtle and yet unidentified. Perhaps it rests in her name: how to express and manifest Beauty in a Regal manner free of enticement, seduction, and manipulation.
It is also with great sadness that I witnessed my great and beloved Pyr, Mister, depart the physical as well. He was greatly Loved by both Linda and I. He was a dog of great valor and such spiritual development as to render all worldly constructs about animals completely obsolete and useless. How empty and dark is indeed the perception of "civilized man". How much does he indeed miss in his narrow construct of "reality".
You may refer to his blog "Valiant Dog" as well as to the zazzle store to read some of his musings. Some funny, some silly, some profound, and many definitively from a doggie’s perception. These he conveyed mostly through Linda but also through me as he took it upon himself to teach me how to listen, really listen, to his Spirit and the Wisdom it had. Mister, Linda, and I shared many great adventures together as we crisscrossed these United States doing Father’s Bidding.
I’m glad to say that after all his requests for us to move to the land where he could roam free at last, I was able to full-fill the promise Linda and I made to him that he would see such day. And indeed, Mister and I had many wonder-full experiences together upon the land before his passing that brought us great joy and happiness.
As you may well perceive, I have just gone through quite some rough times, yet, I have been Given many Blessings as well. It is indeed amazing how Father can Heal such hurt as I have experienced. I’m great-full I chose to receive such Healing and stand strong in my choice for Life and Love.
I will continue writing in my blog and as a long term project, will undertake the task of making available on line many of the recordings made of Linda receiving Guidance from Father.
You will probably notice my entries becoming more "personal", for indeed I have learned the rough way, that all the "protection" I built around myself to keep myself "safe" was indeed worthless - all it accomplished was to deny me or limit the greater Joys of Life with those I have and still Love so much.
Thank you my friends for enriching my Life so much. Fare well.
With Love,
Martin